I won't deny it

Its during the nights , i think of someone .

They say that break ups have a few essential stages .

First - Denial . Second - Anger . Third - Depression . Fourth - Acceptance . Fifth - Adaptation.

I believe i've moved into the fifth stage . I no longer need that someone's company . I no longer need that someone's ears . I no longer need that someone's shoulders . I no longer feel the urge to report every tiny detail to that someone .

That someone no longer exist in my call out list . That someone no longer exist in my message outbox . That someone no longer has that special place .

I would define that as well adapted .

But i won't deny that , that someone still lingers in my mind when I'm the only one awake .

I won't deny that , I've been a stalker on Facebook .

I won't deny that , I've wondered if there was a second chance .

I won't deny that I went through Stage 2 and Stage 3 .

I won't deny that that someone was once VERY special to me .

All have changed . Its easier nowadays . I've met new faces and achieved much more .

That someone should be having zero problems , i know . Like usual , that someone's 24 hour are fully occupied .

But , I really wonder ...

Who lingers in his mind nowadays ? =]

Happy 52nd Birthday Malaysia .