so get a helmet
Curse you stupid cravings!
Date:
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Time:
12:36 PM
I eat a lot . I really really do eat really really a lot .
I am addicted to crunchy food . Addicted as in i start munching , continue munching , and I don't stop until there is nothing left for me to munch .
Fat has comfortably found a place to stay on my belly , and other parts of my body . ( I'm not going to say where . Coz you'll start observing . Please don't .)
I need to evict these fat from where they are living now.I plan to exercise . Run . Burn those evil fat cells . And in order to push me and force myself to exercise .
I participated in 2 upcoming runs . Both in October .
The first run is the New Balance Klang Pacers 12 km run which is held on the 12th of October .
The second is The Mizuno Wave run on the 19th of October .
Each , 1 week away from another . I had to pay a total of RM 65 . ( ya, OUCH ! ) But , I want the vest !! The goodies !!
And ... to get rid of my unwanted fat .
I've started my so-called training which involves running constantly for at least 10 rounds of a ring which is approximately 300 meters , and increasing 1 round day by day . Its really a good work out . Pumps your heart . Makes you sweat like you are in hell.
I thought i would be burning a lot of fat just running like that .
To my dismay , I gain even more . Instead of eating less , i realize , i eat more .
My mind kinda tells me : " Aiya , its ok la . eat whatever you like now , after all , you'll be running later . "
I have lots of mooncakes at home . Keropok . Biscuits . Mister potato . And my mum's desserts .
I can't stand the sight of food left unfinished .
For example : If the tub of Mister potato is half way to being empty , I would feel the need to finish all of it till its empty . And if there is 1/2 of a mooncake left in the fridge . I would stuff it into my mouth so that its totally out of sight .
Is this some kind of eating disorder ?
I think , if there was a total opposite eating disorder of anorexia ... this would be it .
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