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I love my flowers

Date: Monday, February 23, 2009

Time: 9:42 PM

Its been quite hectic these days . Though its not because I am studying hard .
I've been partying like a rock star . Karaoke session , alcohol nights , steamboats , shopping , outings with housemates and not to forget Valentine's day .

I've been meaning to post an entry on each event that filled my day . But , by the end of the day . I would be too exhausted . Sleep comes first !

For now , I am running out of cash . Which means that i have to stay in from now on .

Here's what I got for Valentine's Day .

13 . With the scent of Hugo Boss Energize . Hand made with LOTS and LOTs of Love .

Why I don't envy those who got real roses?

Mine last forever . ^^

Labels: General

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The joker and the sad queen

Date: Saturday, February 14, 2009

Time: 10:28 AM

Alcohol 's magical .

Had a night of alcohol yesterday with my friends at vista .

In the end , 3 were drunk . 3 sober . I was one of the sober ones ...

Alcohol changes you . It either brings out the sadness in you or the happiness in you .

Yesterday . It was both cases .

One which turned out to be the entertainment of the night .

Another , a sad and depressing story .

Things turned out way out of my expectations . I saw . I learnt . I experienced .

We hear stories about ppl getting drunk . But i've never seen such things happen before my eyes . I've never dealt with a drunkard . I've never knew what should be done .

I feel like i'd been in a well all this time .

Labels: Unforgettables

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He did

Date: Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Time: 8:55 AM

She couldn't . She had the plan to stop all the misery .

But . She couldn't .

He cared . Though little , but he did .

She's thinking that she'll regret letting him off the hook so easily . But , all's well now .

The waves of the sea had calmed .

Another day will come .

Hope its not too soon .

Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life

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What next ?

Date: Monday, February 9, 2009

Time: 11:07 AM

finally , 3 calls plus a message .
That's a start .
But , No , she didn't pick up .

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It meant that he cared .She feels very much better than the few days before .
Should she stop her nonsense ?

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All of a sudden . She feels guilty . Guilty of what she's planning to do . Guilty that she told practically ... the whole world about it .

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But then again . She feels that its time for him to learn a lesson .
She acknowledges well that what she is doing is risky .
She knows that her actions may lead to severe consequences .
She understands that someone would definitely get hurt .

She must pick her actions wisely . Not to much . Not too little .

Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life

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is it normal

Date: Sunday, February 8, 2009

Time: 2:19 PM

Should boyfriends (bfs) call girlfriends (gfs) ?
Should gfs call bfs ?
A friend of mine said that both should call each other ... Alright then .
Is it normal for d gf to call while the bf just waits for the gf's call ?
Is it normal for bfs to be so busy till they have no time , not even 1 minute to call or sms gfs ??
What if , the bf calls very rare , while the gf is the one who makes the calls ? is that normal ?
Is it normal for bfs to call only when the gf ask him to or when the gf miscalled him ??
Is it normal that bfs have time for his friends , shopping , jamming , having dinner and supper but can't find the time to type a text message or dial his gfs number ??
Is it normal for bfs to forget the gfs existence ??
Is it normal for gfs to say the 3 big words instead of the bf saying it ??

It is this much that a gf can resist . Her patience has reached its ultimate super infinity maximum .

So she goes on strike. She refrains from making calls and answering calls . In hope that he'll send a sms .

24 hours passed ... No calls at all ... The ordeal-like-wait continues .

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45 hours passed ... She's holding on . No calls made . No calls received . No calls rejected . No text messages received .

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46 hours passed ... She starts wondering .

She wonders where she ranked among her bfs priorities ? Was it his plan to stop calling too and call her only on Valentine's Day as a Valentine's Day surprise .
No ... Impossible ... Her thoughts told her that it had been this way long before these few days .

Her strike will tell her the next move .

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48 hours passed ... No calls yet .

She decides . This week ... shall be the deadline . Sunday , as the first day of a week .
If results failed to relieve her disappointment , she'd stop her suffering .

Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life

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wth PBL

Date: Thursday, February 5, 2009

Time: 3:35 PM

I don't like PBL !!!

PBL stands for Problem Based Learning . There are 2 sessions of it per week .

In the first PBL . You get a trigger / a case / a scenario .

Then you discuss with your group of 10 students about the issues to be learnt from this trigger .

After the first discussion , everybody goes home and starts researching on the topics and learning issues . Those people who are super hardworking would go to the library and search the books instead .

Our PBL group members change each semester... If you are very "ong" , then you'll get all the introverts . If you are "sueeeeh '' , you become the introvert .

On thursdays( 2nd PBL session ) - DOOMS DAY , i would say , we throw out everything that we've researched.

This semester . Nilesh Kumar Mitra is my PBL facilitator . About Nilesh , he's the super anatomist , the one who knows A-Z about anatomy . He's a Sri Langkan . And ... in anatomy ... terms are in Latin . Put together Sri Lang Ka accent and Latin terms , you get a medic student with suicidal thoughts .

I am not going to say that he's a bad facilitator . In fact , he is a very good one . But , so much details , all which sound like alien language to us ... well not all , but , me of course .

There's this guy in PBL who is super super knowledgeable . He could talk in the same alien language as Nilesh . And i heard that he 's older than any of us students and he might even have a wife already . Im wondering if he'd graduated with a Microbiology degree . This super student answers all Nilesh's questions . The good thing about that is that he saves other PBL mates of the awkward silence when nobody has anything to say. Plus , we can actually learn a lot from him . The bad thing about this is that he dominates the PBL . which means that he might be the reason to why i fail my PBL in future .

Some how , i don't dare to speak up . I don't dare to cease the opportunity from others to speak my mind . I search a lot and read up but it always turn out irrelevant .

I think i have to change my method of preparing for PBL .

There are 10 PBL sessions in this semester .

1 down . 9 more to go .

Labels: IMU life

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As of today

Date: Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Time: 12:28 AM

Lectures are at 10.30 am till 12.45 pm .

Medical Museum Sessions are either 8.00 am , which is too early , or 5.15 pm which is too late .

Clinical Skills Unit is the extra something on the timetable which wasn't in Semester 1 ( which was already perfect and need no addition in activities )

I'll have increasing pimples every Monday to Thursday . PBLs 1 & 2 are in the same week ( PBL 1 on Mondays , PBL 2 on Thursdays ) .

Bacteria , virus , fungi and parasites replace Sin Dee and Cheryl's roles as my buddies .

Labels: IMU life

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Day 1

Date: Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Time: 9:43 AM

Today . Semester 2 in IMU starts .

10.30 am is the time . The Deans will be briefing us .

Its half an hour to 10.30 am .

A little happiness . So much reluctance .

God , can you make today a public holiday too ??

It doesn't have to be a memorable or one that honors a dead man .

Just make it a public holiday because of the man who invented beds , the Laptops and the internet .

I'm not ready .

Still ..

Will I get back my feng shui seat in the auditorium ?

How would i go about my day from now ?

Will I give Nilesh Kumar Mitra ( my PBL fascilitator ) a good impression ??

Will I get along with my PBL group mates ??

Will some ppl be more considerate ? And be more " xing mu " ?

Labels: General, IMU

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Life's Tough so get a helmet
Yours Truly Smiles or Tears Exits Alexander Calvin David Estancus Gail Gin Yuen Gilbert Greensquid Joann Kenneth Magdeline Michelle Pravesh Ray23xXx Si Han Shi Rui Tampin Methodist Church Tsai Sheng Wan Ting Wei Lun Yi Hong Xin Zhao Zhong Yang Archives May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 January 2010 Thank You Bass Pro Shops	I love my flowers Date: Monday, February 23, 2009 Time: 9:42 PM Its been quite hectic these days . Though its not because I am studying hard . I've been partying like a rock star . Karaoke session , alcohol nights , steamboats , shopping , outings with housemates and not to forget Valentine's day . I've been meaning to post an entry on each event that filled my day . But , by the end of the day . I would be too exhausted . Sleep comes first ! For now , I am running out of cash . Which means that i have to stay in from now on . Here's what I got for Valentine's Day . 13 . With the scent of Hugo Boss Energize . Hand made with LOTS and LOTs of Love . Why I don't envy those who got real roses? Mine last forever . ^^ Labels: General Posted by Paus are delicious 2 Comments The joker and the sad queen Date: Saturday, February 14, 2009 Time: 10:28 AM Alcohol 's magical . Had a night of alcohol yesterday with my friends at vista . In the end , 3 were drunk . 3 sober . I was one of the sober ones ... Alcohol changes you . It either brings out the sadness in you or the happiness in you . Yesterday . It was both cases . One which turned out to be the entertainment of the night . Another , a sad and depressing story . Things turned out way out of my expectations . I saw . I learnt . I experienced . We hear stories about ppl getting drunk . But i've never seen such things happen before my eyes . I've never dealt with a drunkard . I've never knew what should be done . I feel like i'd been in a well all this time . Labels: Unforgettables Posted by Paus are delicious 1 Comments He did Date: Wednesday, February 11, 2009 Time: 8:55 AM She couldn't . She had the plan to stop all the misery . But . She couldn't . He cared . Though little , but he did . She's thinking that she'll regret letting him off the hook so easily . But , all's well now . The waves of the sea had calmed . Another day will come . Hope its not too soon . Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life Posted by Paus are delicious 1 Comments What next ? Date: Monday, February 9, 2009 Time: 11:07 AM finally , 3 calls plus a message . That's a start . But , No , she didn't pick up . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . It meant that he cared .She feels very much better than the few days before . Should she stop her nonsense ? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . All of a sudden . She feels guilty . Guilty of what she's planning to do . Guilty that she told practically ... the whole world about it . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . But then again . She feels that its time for him to learn a lesson . She acknowledges well that what she is doing is risky . She knows that her actions may lead to severe consequences . She understands that someone would definitely get hurt . She must pick her actions wisely . Not to much . Not too little . Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life Posted by Paus are delicious 0 Comments is it normal Date: Sunday, February 8, 2009 Time: 2:19 PM Should boyfriends (bfs) call girlfriends (gfs) ? Should gfs call bfs ? A friend of mine said that both should call each other ... Alright then . Is it normal for d gf to call while the bf just waits for the gf's call ? Is it normal for bfs to be so busy till they have no time , not even 1 minute to call or sms gfs ?? What if , the bf calls very rare , while the gf is the one who makes the calls ? is that normal ? Is it normal for bfs to call only when the gf ask him to or when the gf miscalled him ?? Is it normal that bfs have time for his friends , shopping , jamming , having dinner and supper but can't find the time to type a text message or dial his gfs number ?? Is it normal for bfs to forget the gfs existence ?? Is it normal for gfs to say the 3 big words instead of the bf saying it ?? It is this much that a gf can resist . Her patience has reached its ultimate super infinity maximum . So she goes on strike. She refrains from making calls and answering calls . In hope that he'll send a sms . 24 hours passed ... No calls at all ... The ordeal-like-wait continues . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 45 hours passed ... She's holding on . No calls made . No calls received . No calls rejected . No text messages received . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 46 hours passed ... She starts wondering . She wonders where she ranked among her bfs priorities ? Was it his plan to stop calling too and call her only on Valentine's Day as a Valentine's Day surprise . No ... Impossible ... Her thoughts told her that it had been this way long before these few days . Her strike will tell her the next move . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 48 hours passed ... No calls yet . She decides . This week ... shall be the deadline . Sunday , as the first day of a week . If results failed to relieve her disappointment , she'd stop her suffering . Labels: E-mo-ments, Love Life Posted by Paus are delicious 0 Comments wth PBL Date: Thursday, February 5, 2009 Time: 3:35 PM I don't like PBL !!! PBL stands for Problem Based Learning . There are 2 sessions of it per week . In the first PBL . You get a trigger / a case / a scenario . Then you discuss with your group of 10 students about the issues to be learnt from this trigger . After the first discussion , everybody goes home and starts researching on the topics and learning issues . Those people who are super hardworking would go to the library and search the books instead . Our PBL group members change each semester... If you are very "ong" , then you'll get all the introverts . If you are "sueeeeh '' , you become the introvert . On thursdays( 2nd PBL session ) - DOOMS DAY , i would say , we throw out everything that we've researched. This semester . Nilesh Kumar Mitra is my PBL facilitator . About Nilesh , he's the super anatomist , the one who knows A-Z about anatomy . He's a Sri Langkan . And ... in anatomy ... terms are in Latin . Put together Sri Lang Ka accent and Latin terms , you get a medic student with suicidal thoughts . I am not going to say that he's a bad facilitator . In fact , he is a very good one . But , so much details , all which sound like alien language to us ... well not all , but , me of course . There's this guy in PBL who is super super knowledgeable . He could talk in the same alien language as Nilesh . And i heard that he 's older than any of us students and he might even have a wife already . Im wondering if he'd graduated with a Microbiology degree . This super student answers all Nilesh's questions . The good thing about that is that he saves other PBL mates of the awkward silence when nobody has anything to say. Plus , we can actually learn a lot from him . The bad thing about this is that he dominates the PBL . which means that he might be the reason to why i fail my PBL in future . Some how , i don't dare to speak up . I don't dare to cease the opportunity from others to speak my mind . I search a lot and read up but it always turn out irrelevant . I think i have to change my method of preparing for PBL . There are 10 PBL sessions in this semester . 1 down . 9 more to go . Labels: IMU life Posted by Paus are delicious 0 Comments As of today Date: Wednesday, February 4, 2009 Time: 12:28 AM Lectures are at 10.30 am till 12.45 pm . Medical Museum Sessions are either 8.00 am , which is too early , or 5.15 pm which is too late . Clinical Skills Unit is the extra something on the timetable which wasn't in Semester 1 ( which was already perfect and need no addition in activities ) I'll have increasing pimples every Monday to Thursday . PBLs 1 & 2 are in the same week ( PBL 1 on Mondays , PBL 2 on Thursdays ) . Bacteria , virus , fungi and parasites replace Sin Dee and Cheryl's roles as my buddies . Labels: IMU life Posted by Paus are delicious 0 Comments Day 1 Date: Tuesday, February 3, 2009 Time: 9:43 AM Today . Semester 2 in IMU starts . 10.30 am is the time . The Deans will be briefing us . Its half an hour to 10.30 am . A little happiness . So much reluctance . God , can you make today a public holiday too ?? It doesn't have to be a memorable or one that honors a dead man . Just make it a public holiday because of the man who invented beds , the Laptops and the internet . I'm not ready . Still .. Will I get back my feng shui seat in the auditorium ? How would i go about my day from now ? Will I give Nilesh Kumar Mitra ( my PBL fascilitator ) a good impression ?? Will I get along with my PBL group mates ?? Will some ppl be more considerate ? And be more " xing mu " ? Labels: General, IMU Posted by Paus are delicious 2 Comments