Arrrgh ! I've been so busy lately .

Actually , no , i think I'm not that busy after all . I just waste a lot of time . Sleeping when i don't need to sleep at all really takes up a lot of time . Ferreting around my cupboard and the refrigerator for food, when i don't feel hungry at all , also takes up a lot of time . I'm so very lazy compared to the days in Semester 1 and 2 and especially form 6 .

I realize i only come to my blog really late at night . Guess that i've found the time when I feel like pouring out my soul and do some reflecting .

Reflecting it shall be ... GREAT. . .All i can think now is that i really need to get serious and study . I haven't been studying . I remember telling myself i need to start studying hard after how terrible i fumbled in the last examination .Its been 5 weeks since . Still the same though . Its so hard to put words into action .

But , i've improved a little . I managed to cut the Facebook addiction to less then 2 hours per day .Yes , i can spend a lot of time on Facebook just looking through photo albums and click click click away . Need to further reduce it . Ha! See , i ' ve got self-control . Though , i have to give some credit to my ever super slow and unstable internet connection .

Next week will be a busy week . Not because of sleep and the food in my cupboard . But , IMU cup . The table tennis representative ( the guy who has to find for players for the competition ) just called me an hour ago , asking me to play for the house . Not because i'm good at it , but because no one else wants to play .

I initially put down my name in hopes of training myself and improve my ping pong playing skills ... but I couldn't attend the trainings and there were so few trainings . Thus , I decided not to play . Now , the competition is just 3 days away . I shudder at imagining the volume of laughter that would fill the halls of IMU . EEeek ！

I would very much prefer not to embarrass myself . I can't take public humiliation very well .

But then , the guy was so ... kesian + desperate . I rejected him at first . But , I could hear from his voice and tone that he's really fed up already and just wants to get his job done . And since I was the representative of the event - road relay , i knew very well how difficult it was to get ppl to come for training . So ... yup , i have agreed to embarrass myself on Monday .

Sigh ... stupid decisions i make these days .

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27 “But to you who are willing to listen, I say, love your enemies! Do good to those who hate you.

28 Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.

29 If someone slaps you on one cheek, offer the other cheek also. If someone demands your coat, offer your shirt also.

30 Give to anyone who asks; and when things are taken away from you, don’t try to get them back.

31 Do to others as you would like them to do to you.

C's being all stingy and selfish now . Unwilling to share her stuff with me and A . I THINK she purposely kept her detergent so that we couldn't use it .She's pissed off ok . I feel , that's a bit immature . But who am i to judge her .

I still let her use my frying pan which she completely blackened and never wash after using . I let her use my bowls and utensils . I let her use the microwave .I let her use my kitchen roll . I let her use the mop .I let her finish my chilli sauce without making any noise .

Let me think if i used any of her stuff . I used her clothes hanger . I used her detergent before she took it away ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... yup , i guess that's it .

The bible said to offer her the other side of my cheek .

Which means that , even though she doesn't want to share her detergent , A and I offer her our detergent to use .

Which means that , even if she don't want to share her food with us , A and I give our food willingly to her .

Which means that , even if she took away her detergent , A and I don't ask it back from her .

Which means that , even if she emotionally hurt us , A and I don't do the same .

Which means that , even if she don't want to talk to us , A and I talk like normal to her .

Which means that , even if she look at us with hatred , A and I look at her as a family .

Which means that , even if she hated us , A and I hope the best for her .

It'll be tough . Life's a challenge .

*** photos are the 4 days 3 nights trip to Manado in August with my family.

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I'm blogging because i am really bored . No motivation to do anything . Even jogging , the part i love most about everyday , didn't seem so satisfying as before . Now , i'm just vommiting out everything that's in my head now . Right , about jogging . I started running differently . Want to see what happens by the end of 2 weeks . Normally, i run 10 laps around the lake each day . 1 round is approximately 400 meters . So , i tried intervals today . Ran like i was chased by butterflies for 30 seconds , followed by a 1 minute walk . So moodless today , i only ran 12 minutes .

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I'm deeply in love with my new blog skin . Have been meddling with htmls and codes all morning . It all paid off .

My favourite blue . Check .

Calibri font . Check .

Black background . Check .

Quote . Check.

Just the way i want it . Compared to the last one , i think its more me . The last one was so teenage girl . Eeww.

The process was definitely not easy for a html noob like me . Have to thank my sister for helping me so much .

I don't know whether it would turn out the same if viewed from other computers or whether the other computers are able to load the font that i chose for my headings . But , what the heck , I'm happy as long as i can view it , and enjoy viewing it from my computer .

Haven't had much time to blog . But with the new skin in place , hrm ... i think i shall blog more often .

Me heart Me new blog skin . Yippee !

Tell me if the white font strains your eyes . Coz i think it strains mine . Dunno whether to change it .

* update : changed the font to Dotum and colour to light grey. I think it's softer on the eyes .

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Presenting to you the newest member of our family .

We call her Fei PO ! at least for now ... can't think of a better name for her .

She's a mix breed . Shih Tzu + Terrier

She's 2 months old . And behaves like an angel . Doesn't bark . Doesn't bite . And wobbles with her fat belly .

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No time . Seriously not enough time .

Lee Hom wanna come visit me somemore . Don't know how to make time for him .

Summative's one month + away ..

EOS is 2 months away ..

My brain cells are dying day by day ...

Saturated saturated saturated .

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Today . Semester 2 in IMU starts .

10.30 am is the time . The Deans will be briefing us .

Its half an hour to 10.30 am .

A little happiness . So much reluctance .

God , can you make today a public holiday too ??

It doesn't have to be a memorable or one that honors a dead man .

Just make it a public holiday because of the man who invented beds , the Laptops and the internet .

I'm not ready .

Still ..

Will I get back my feng shui seat in the auditorium ?

How would i go about my day from now ?

Will I give Nilesh Kumar Mitra ( my PBL fascilitator ) a good impression ??

Will I get along with my PBL group mates ??

Will some ppl be more considerate ? And be more " xing mu " ?

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Happy New Year !!! I'm 8 days late ...

Its been quite some time since i blogged . For the pass one month , i had to prepare for my examination . The first exam of the semester and also the last exam of the semester . It was just a One Best Answer test of 50 questions which included our 14 weeks of lecture .

The good thing about IMU 's self-learning system is that it really gives you all the free time you need to self-learn and self-study . Somehow , lectures aren't that important , it just serves as a guide . With only 2 hour lectures per day , once a week PBLs and MMS , we practically have a lot of free time on our hands . You can do anything you want to do . Be it study or sing K with friends or sleep the whole day .

The bad thing is that they have so few test and exams . ( maybe that's a good thing also ) No test is equivalent to having no idea how the major exams would turn out . And that leads knowing nuts about techniques to answer questions and what to focus on when studying for exams.

Enough of that , I'm happy in IMU anyway . Though , it is less fun than form 6 life .

I miss those days in form 6 . The teachers were great , the friends were awesome . We were like one big family . All willing to share . All willing to go through hardship together . Teachers were dedicated like hell . Missing their lessons made you guilty . Uni-life . * Sob * . Totally different .

New year resolutions this year

1. Cut down on sugary food . ( We don't need that much sugar in our bodies anyway )
2. Stop squeezing pimples . ( Have blemishes all over my face * sigh * )
3. Learn some make-up skills . ( Especially how to apply foundation to cover up those blemishes )
4. Chew on Japanese Soybean in stressful situations ( instead of biscuits )
   
5. Study less . ( My bro says i am studying too much . I think its true . Need to just aim for pass next time )
   
6. Learn to use dad's big chunky 10 megapixel camera .
7. Improve photographing skills . ( I should take lessons from my cousin , Jason . )
   
8. Make more friends at IMU ( instead of hanging out with the same friends all day )
   
9. Go back to Melaka to spend time with grandpa at least once a month .
10. Think before i talk .
    
11. Dress more feminine . ( Alex said i dress like a guy . Hate to say this . I think he's right . )
    
12. Come home to tampin at least twice a month .
13. Follow the one year bible reading plan .
    
14. Participate in Infinity Milers activities . ( Infinity Milers is a very active/fun running and mountain climbing club in IMU )
    
15. Take part in at least 5 marathons this year . ( Trying to make a collection of marathon certificates and medals )
    
16. Get a Facebook account . ( I'm outdated , i know )
17. Catch up with Tampin and Melaka friends .
18. Reply forward messages
    
19. Focus on myself more and Stop being obsessed over TWS . ( My mum said i'm " tepuk-ing sebelah tangan " . )
20. Get a big poster of Lee Hom . ( omgwthbbq , so handsome . *drool* )
21. Go back to Rumah Hope to spend time with the kids there .
22. Improve new-year-resolution actualizing skills . Accomplish at least 50 % of it .

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Life here's starting to get boring .

I've quit Hip Hop dance class which i joined one month ago . Found it too stressful . Also i realize my body moves ... in a very embarassing manner ... and looks ... very awkward . Plus , everybody is so syncronized in their dance . Except me . It really amplifies my mistakes ... I don't even dare to look at the dance instructor . Well , Im happy that the end of it . Maybe i'll just have some one teach me all the cool easy dance moves .

Exam's in 6 weeks time , everyone should have started revising and preparing for exams . Well , i've started too . I realize that people here are so competitive . People aim to get "As" . I , on the other hand , just plan to , hopefully , sail through these 5 years . Every minute and second counts . They would always be rushing off ... I'm guessing ... must be rushing off to their studies ... I'm thinking whether they would compare results . If they do , if they asked me , i 've came up with a few ways to answer them . Lets say , if i passed my exam , i don't think im going to tell anyone what i got , not even my condomate , i'll just say that they'll see me next semester . or something like that .

Hai ... feeling the pressure . S is always studying . Always borrowing books from the library . Always doing exercises . Always getting me to borrow books so she can use those books too .

i guess i got to work super hard from now . 6 weeks to go . Haven't been studying much lately . taking it really easy . Now , im a bit lost . Got to get all the help from seniors to prepare for this 31st of DECEMBER exam .

I should learn to love studying . HOW aa ?? Possible meh ??

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My younger bro has gone to Russia . And we miss him to bits .

Mummy misses her most obedient child .

Daddy misses his assistant in the kitchen . ( My dad cooks , seriously-i'm not joking-no need to doubt- why are you still doubting , delicious food )

Elder bro misses his DOTA partner . ( Wanted me to learn how to DOTA so that can play together-gether with him )

Younger sis misses stupid things the dynamic duo does in Carrefour .

Tortoi , the family tortoise , misses the swimming trips at the condominium pool my younger brother used to go to . ( Tortoi's turning aggresive , it tries to get out from its home a lot nowadays )

As for me , I miss exchanging problems and stories with him . ( I've turned evil with all the negative energy inside me ) .

Sob Sob ... Russia's so far .

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You are the reason to my happiness .

You are the reason to my smiles .

You are the reason to my sleepless nights .

I love you very much .

I feel like holding you in my arms . And squeeze you tight till you can't breath .

I feel like giving you kisses . Although not on the lips , but all over you .

I want to thank you .

Sin Dee .

I heart you .

For providing me the internet :)

PS:
FYI , I finally have internet at B-23-3.
Happy~happy~joy ~joy~ ! Happy ~ Happy ~ Joy ~ !

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Its the last days of my long holiday . I'm wondering how I should savour these final days .

What do you do when you are bored ?


What do you do when everybody's busy with something and you have nothing to do ?

What do you do when all means of entertainment fail to entertain you ?

What do you do to keep your mind busy ?

What do you do to make time pass faster ?

I'm bored now .


My brain's empty .

PS: WALL-E , the movie , is for 10 year olds . Somebody fell asleep watching it .

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To be chosen .

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Man gets nod from wives and court to marry a fourth

KUALA TERENGGANU: A property negotiator has received the blessings of his three wives to wed his newfound sweetheart who is 30 years younger than him.

The Syariah High Court approved the application of Abu Bakar Embong, 54, after it found that the father of 25 children met all the prerequisites under Islamic law to take a fourth wife.

Judge Shaikh Ahmad Ismail granted Abu Bakar, who also has three grandchildren, permission to take Suhaili Alias, 25, as his wife.

Shaikh Ahmad advised Abu Bakar to be fair to all his wives, tend to the religious needs of his children, and take his three wives on a pilgrimage to Mecca.

Abu Bakar has fathered 11 boys and 14 girls from his three marriages, with the youngest being four months old and the eldest 25 years.

“The court had considered the affidavit submitted by Abu Bakar, where he stated that he earned RM20,000 a month and had provided houses and cars for each of his wives,” the judge added.

“Therefore, with consent from his wives, the court allows Abu Bakar to marry a fourth wife.”

His three wives – Asnah Jusoh, 46, Mazumi Ismail, 45, and Norazlina Ariffin, 25, – all from Kampung Telok Manir here, also told the court that they had no qualms about their husband marrying another.

The wives later told reporters that their husband was a loving, fair and responsible man and they had arranged for him to marry .Suhaili, who is unemployed.

When met, Abu Bakar said there was no secret to keeping all his wives happy, but he believed in treating them equally.

“As long as I can afford another wife and am strong, I don’t see why I can’t marry,” added Abu Bakar, who married his first wife at the age of 19.

Why does he need 4 wives .. no , i mean , why does he need more than one wife ?? The Star newspapers states that ABE ( Abu Bakar Embong ) wanted to expand his family with his fourth marriage . ABE has fathered 11 boys and 14 girls .. 25 's the number of children that he ALREADY has ... And the 3 grandchildren .. 28 growing kids + 4 happy well-fed wives + 1 greedy guy = 33 mouths to feed .

The benefits of having 4 wives :

• *censored* a five-some is possible
• wives gain 3 extra BFFs ( shopping buddy , facial buddy , korean drama buddy, cooking buddy , gossip buddy ) providing all 4 live in harmony.
• gatherings will be merrier- 4 different wives four famillies .
• flaunt around with the certificates of four different marriage
  

The boos of having 4 wives with a total of 25 children:

• wives may plot to murder
  
• too many complaints to layan
  
• too many in-laws to impress
• sky-rocketting monthly expenditures ( children's tuition fees, newly borns' milk powder , bills , installments for wives' houses and cars , car petrol , food especially rice , clothes , and miscellaneous )

Impact of having 4 wives on children :

• too much love and care - overindulged and ends up being a spoilt brat .
• too many brothers and sisters - have problems remembering names and birthdays or recognising them , this may lead to incest .
  
• child may runaway from home - lack of attention and nagging mums 1's enough , 3 more's fatal .
• insufficient fatherly love and guidance- may lead to child's transvestitism .

What i am curious is :

1. how does he treat his wives equally ?
2. how does he remember all his children?
3. why the need to expand when the family is huge enough ?
4. why the 3 wives ARRANGED the fourth marriage for him and with no qualms ?
5. how the 25 year old child feels when he addresses the also 25 year old Suhaili as mummy ?
   

Just look at him . That evil looking smile on his chubby face .. As if he's laughing and stamping on those who are only allowed to have 3 wives , laughing away with : " haha , i got 4 wives and you don't .. muahahaha .. "

But he sure does exude pride and contentment at a age of 54 . Wish him loads and loads of luck !

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