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Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Time: 2:58 AM

Why am i so easily persuaded , distracted ?

First i deleted the MSN contact . It helped me much . Now , i deleted the FB connection . Lets see how it goes .

Christian songs are the best for healing the emo soul .

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Would you let go of your ego and let your enemy win ?

Date: Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Time: 6:31 PM

27 “But to you who are willing to listen, I say, love your enemies! Do good to those who hate you.

28 Bless those who curse you. Pray for those who hurt you.

29 If someone slaps you on one cheek, offer the other cheek also. If someone demands your coat, offer your shirt also.

30 Give to anyone who asks; and when things are taken away from you, don’t try to get them back.

31 Do to others as you would like them to do to you.

C's being all stingy and selfish now . Unwilling to share her stuff with me and A . I THINK she purposely kept her detergent so that we couldn't use it .She's pissed off ok . I feel , that's a bit immature . But who am i to judge her .



I still let her use my frying pan which she completely blackened and never wash after using . I let her use my bowls and utensils . I let her use the microwave .I let her use my kitchen roll . I let her use the mop .I let her finish my chilli sauce without making any noise .


Let me think if i used any of her stuff . I used her clothes hanger . I used her detergent before she took it away ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... yup , i guess that's it .



The bible said to offer her the other side of my cheek .

Which means that , even though she doesn't want to share her detergent , A and I offer her our detergent to use .


Which means that , even if she don't want to share her food with us , A and I give our food willingly to her .

Which means that , even if she took away her detergent , A and I don't ask it back from her .

Which means that , even if she emotionally hurt us , A and I don't do the same .

Which means that , even if she don't want to talk to us , A and I talk like normal to her .

Which means that , even if she look at us with hatred , A and I look at her as a family .

Which means that , even if she hated us , A and I hope the best for her .



It'll be tough . Life's a challenge .

*** photos are the 4 days 3 nights trip to Manado in August with my family.


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Liar Liar Pants On Fire

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Time: 3:09 AM

Someone just lied . Professionally . But , too bad , after putting all the effort of telling the lie , that someone is still unable to lie pass a MHS Beta brain . I feel so embarrassed for her . Imagine yourself telling lies to people who you plan to cheat . These people , know more than you'd expect . And after telling the lie , u found out that they actually watched you lie to them . In this scenario , I am the one watching her lie .

How can someone just lie without blinking ? How can someone make up lies so that she would seem noble and as innocent as a 3 year old and ... not feel a single guilt at all ?

Its really funny , as I rewind my thoughts back to the seconds she crapped . I still remember every movement she made and the tone she used when she lied . Its still fresh in my head .

You must be wondering what is it that she lied about . And maybe who she is .

Here goes .

So , the utility bills came in yesterday ... I came back , jaw dropped upon hearing the numbers . Each of us had to pay RM 150 which means . RM 75 per month per person . I would consider this expensive . Before she moved in , our bill was RM 30+ per person for 2 months . Each month would cost RM 15 + only ... Now , its 5 times increased . I couldn't believe the numbers i heard .

Side track a bit . Some relevant details you need to know . We'll label the " she " i'm referring to as C ( C for cheater , con artist , orang celaka , child's play ) and we'll label my other friend who's annoyed by C as A .

Its not the first time she got me and A disliking her . Its been like that for quite some time now . Me and A would always sit in the kitchen and complain about C . Mainly complaining about C's actions and the amount of electric and water C uses . You would need to stay under the same roof with C to really experience how it feels .

Back to the question . What did she do ? In short , she used too much electricity and water . And neither me nor A want to pay for the amount of electric and water she uses . Because , from my point of view , its not fair . I don't want to pay for what I am not using . If we equally divided the bill , that would mean A and I would be paying for the water and electricity C used . It would be a deed to help her pay off part of the bill . But , i 'd prefer walking the elderly across the road .

Yesterday night , A and I confronted her . I was the one who rolled the ball . We started off by talking about the electric bill because it was the electric bill that was the trouble . So , i suggested that all 3 of us practice abstinence . I proposed that all 3 of us refrain from using the air con for a month to see if there was any significant difference in the electric bill the next month . After having said that , C said " Actually , I haven't been turning on the air con since A's fan broke down because my skin bla bla bla ... and bla on somemore unreasonable excuses. " That .. was the first lie . A's air con broke down a month plus ago . It was just yesterday she and her bf enjoyed air con the whole night . It was just last week that she came out from her room wearing a scarve complaining that the air con was too cold . It was just last last week that the chilly air from her room cooled my feet when i stepped out from my room .

It just took a milisecond to register that she told a lie . Yup , and she made it seem that she was innocent . In a way , I could feel that she was blaming A and me ( coz my fan broke down recently ) for the elevation in the electric billl . I could rebut her because my fan broke down only last week , and the bill for last week is not accounted in this bill but the bill for next month . A , on the other hand , couldn't say anything . We moved on to the water bill .

The water bill was cheap . Even though it was cheap , I still felt the need to fairly pay for the bill . As C uses more water , A and I proposed that she paid extra . And she said ," Actually , i don't mind paying extra for water bill , but i only wash clothes ONE extra time ( she did emphasise the word " one " ) from both of u , don't tell me ,that, you also want to count . " That was the 2nd lie .

Kiss my gluteus maximus ( butt ) ok . A and I washed clothes once per week , using 35 litres of water each time and sometimes 45 litres of water . C , on the other hand , washes her clothes 3 times per week using 35 to 45 litres of water each time . I ain't stupid . I have eyes . I observe . I'm not dumb . I know I'm not the brightest . I know my brain slow a bit . BUT , 3 times is 3 times per week . Not ONE . And C could lie that she only washed extra 1 time compared to me and A . Totally not true at all .

When she lie , she's like damn kesian . The face like damn innocent . But then it has no effects on us gals . Too bad for her .

My other friend whom she was once closed to told me that C's ex housemates had the same problem with her . They didn't use air con . C's the only one in the unit who used air con . And after she moved in . The electric bill shot up . Consequently , the exhousemate kejam kejam force her to pay . And i think she did .

Besides this , A feels very annoyed by her actions . In a way , C doesn't give respect to A . And A has a soft spot . She'll help C despite the fact that its against her will . Lately, A complains much more about her to me . Can see that she already tak boleh tahan . A even said that she want to move out from this unit . Hope she changes her mind and stays on . Otherwise , things will turn out very ugly .

I know that C occasionally reads my blog . I'm not going to apologize . If she does read it , very good then . Save me the trouble of telling it to her face . Saves her the embarrassment too . She's lost our trust and respect .

At least , we know now what she's capable of .



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Sushi Zanmai

Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009
Time: 9:35 PM


Sushiiiii ! Its been quite sometime since i had sushi . Went to Sushi Zanmai in the Gardens with Zhi Lin yesterday .


Why sushi zanmai ? Because everybody said it was better than Sushi King . And yup , it was Gooooood . I would definitely go for a second round .



Soft shell crab was on promotion . We ordered their Soft Shell crab Salad . And also their soft shells crab sushi rolled in caviar . Both were delicious . Cukup taste . Cukup special .



Ordered their teriyaki grilled salmon too . This one , so so only . The sushi on the belt were quite good too . Each sushi offered something different .


this ain't the teriyaki salmon, stop looking for the brown sauce

If compared between sushi zanmai and sushi king , I would say Sushi Zanmai wins in terms of variety and quality of food .




As for the price . I'm not too sure . Some said that Sushi Zanmai was cheaper . The cheapest plate of sushi on the belt was for RM 1.80 and our soft shell crab sushi was RM 6 for 6 of it .



Our bill came up to RM 34 per person . RM 34 for a plate of Teriyaki salmon . 3 Soft shell crab sushi . Soft shell crab salad . 6 plates of sushi from the belt which cost average RM 5 per plate . RM 34 for a full tummy , quality food , variety and good service .

I give it double thumbs up !

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BLUEK

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Time: 8:47 PM

I'm blogging because i am really bored . No motivation to do anything . Even jogging , the part i love most about everyday , didn't seem so satisfying as before . Now , i'm just vommiting out everything that's in my head now . Right , about jogging . I started running differently . Want to see what happens by the end of 2 weeks . Normally, i run 10 laps around the lake each day . 1 round is approximately 400 meters . So , i tried intervals today . Ran like i was chased by butterflies for 30 seconds , followed by a 1 minute walk . So moodless today , i only ran 12 minutes .

I get very annoyed when ppl bang their doors when they move in and out . Its really really irritating. Especially when you are just a few seconds away from falling into that deep sleep that you really need . All of a sudden , BANG . You wake up . And have to try sleeping all over again . DANG ! Why is it so hard to turn the door knob ? Is there something wrong with your wrist ? GEEEZ . Even while i'm typing this , the door goes Booom BOom POw . Sheesh . STOP BANGING THE DOOOR !

And then . Air con right .. got that remote control to adjust the coldness one . Why need to on until the air con so cold and don't want to adjust the temperature huh ? Instead of adjusting the temperature . Go wear scarve pulak . celaka betul . On so cold need to pay more . if the electric bill and water bill wanna split equally . I'm moving out .

I was bored . Now i'm pissed off =.=


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Short stories : 3

Date: Friday, September 4, 2009
Time: 4:27 AM

Do you know what happened today ?

I met a guy . A very sweet guy . So this is what happened .

I was down at the Emo Bookstore ( a very emo bookstore indeed ) deciding whether to get a book on Haematology . Being undecisive like usual , a 5 minute trip to the bookstore turned to be a 45 minute trip there .

While in the bookstore , there was this senior paying for his selection of books . Upon hearing my queries to the bookstore keeper , he spontaneously gave me advices on whether to buy the book or not .

That's how the conversation started . From Haematology books , it continued on to Summatives exam , to Semester 5 exam , to tips on studying for End of Semester 3 examination , to where from , to names , to people we knew in common , to general topics like food and eventually to Facebook and E-mails .

Apparently , he's in Semester 6 now and will be heading to Glasgow today , 4/9/09 - twinning programme . Plus , he's from Ampang . He was very willing to share tips and his experiences in studying in IMU . Me and Siew Lyn ( PBL mate ) kind of exhausted him with questions . But he was kind enough to answer them all .

After talking at the bookstore for about 45 minutes , we decided that it was time to leave . And he offered to walk me back ( minor info : i'm staying in the condominium right opposite IMU which is just a 5 minute walk from uni ) . He walked me way till the condominium lif which i think was a very sweet thing to do .

Guys nowadays are RARELY that " gentleman" . Well , at least for me . Not many guys like this cross my path . It can be nothing to you , but to me , this is jaw dropping . Forgive the Suagu-ness of this small town girl .

I put my blog address on FB . Hope that mr.gentleman won't discover it . Very embarassing lo if he read this post .

But then , if he somehow discovers this place .. ermmm ... Mr.Senior , you are very gentleman .

Eh , single guys out there, all must learn from him ( kao lui technic ) . =D



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RBCs and WBCs , ABC and 123

Date: Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Time: 7:01 PM

New system - Haematology which is the study of blood cells and blood disorders - has just commenced .

New system = new plans .

no.1 - no more procrastinating !!!! no more !!!! Studying last minute is never never a good thing . And procrastinating 2 weeks of lectures are never a wise thing to do . And also going out so often despite the procrastination of the mountainous pile of lecture notes is just very good for your mental health if u want to admit yourself into Tanjung Rambutan .

no.2 - sleep and eat properly . My sleeping and eating habits for the last 9 weeks was so screwed and messed up . The most screwed up time i woke up was 1 am to start my day . And whenever i wake up . I need caffeine in my blood . And with my cup of coffee i need my beloved Heong Piah . And that's my breakfast at 1 am .

no.3 - study before lectures . It really helps a lot to study before the lectures when your lecturer is a foreigner who gives his lectures in English but sound like Tamil and as if he was rushing to the toilet to relief his bladder . Besides , its always good to know your facts well before going to the Skills Center session ( its a 2 hour session of learning clinical skills ) or get mocked and made fun by your Skill Center lecturer ( will post something on this some day ) .

Right . That's 3 new plans i have in mind . Need to rush off to meet my mentor for his signature for my electives .








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I won't deny it

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Time: 4:08 AM

Its during the nights , i think of someone .

They say that break ups have a few essential stages .

First - Denial . Second - Anger . Third - Depression . Fourth - Acceptance . Fifth - Adaptation.

I believe i've moved into the fifth stage . I no longer need that someone's company . I no longer need that someone's ears . I no longer need that someone's shoulders . I no longer feel the urge to report every tiny detail to that someone .

That someone no longer exist in my call out list . That someone no longer exist in my message outbox . That someone no longer has that special place .

I would define that as well adapted .

But i won't deny that , that someone still lingers in my mind when I'm the only one awake .

I won't deny that , I've been a stalker on Facebook .

I won't deny that , I've wondered if there was a second chance .

I won't deny that I went through Stage 2 and Stage 3 .

I won't deny that that someone was once VERY special to me .

All have changed . Its easier nowadays . I've met new faces and achieved much more .

That someone should be having zero problems , i know . Like usual , that someone's 24 hour are fully occupied .

But , I really wonder ...

Who lingers in his mind nowadays ? =]

Happy 52nd Birthday Malaysia .

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